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So the last time i was here i was having issues with where i was working mostly because the boys that i worked with were being very disgusting. Its very frustrating to work somewhere every day and be looked upon like a piece of meat. Then i was met with some opposition with management and ultimately i was let go which in my opinion was for the better because that job stressed me out so much i couldnt stand it.

Some people hate getting up in the morning because they have to go to a job they hate. I would love fridays when i got out of work but i would hate saturday because i would be stressed out on sunday worrying about what would happen on monday. Wondering if i would get pulled into the vp's office for something that i didnt realize was wrong, knowing that i would have to pick up someone elses mess, and knowing that the opposition that i had with the vp was not going to be moderated by anyone because the pres didnt want to get into the middle of it. I felt so lost and confused.

All of this happened when i found out i was pregnant. About 2 months after i had told my job that i was pregnant they let me go because they said that i wandered too much which was a joke. They watched me like a hawk and found excuses to get rid of me.

So now im pregnant with no job no prospects for a job i feel like a lepar. This is supposed to be one of the happiest moments of my life but i cant get over the feeling that everything has gone straight down the tubes.