so ive been trying to figure out why ive been feeling so miserable and i got it. the father of the baby has done nothing to help us move, we have a crib that needs to be put together, rooms to paint, and get our stuff from one place to another. He has not lifted a single finger which makes me doubt the fact that he wants to move. I dont think he wanted to move in the first place but how could he not want to move. The place that we are moving into is bigger we have a room to ourselves and a nursery for the baby rather than sharing a tiny room for three people.

Then not only do i have all that to deal with his mother keeps telling me that she was gonna be the one to find a place to have my baby shower. Then this week she tells me that im the one that needs to find the place. So she completely dropped the ball on me thanks mom.

He also doesnt understand the concept of dark colors in a room make the room look small and light colors make the room look big so weve been fighting about what color we want the room. He wants to have a dark room because when he wants to watch movies and turn the lights off to watch the movie the room will be dark to have that theater effect. we are supposed to be living in this space not entertaining the masses.